My doc was out of town on Monday, and he's probably been buried with work the last few days. I haven't pestered him about it, because sometimes ignorance is bliss. Is that unhealthy? Maybe. But it feels happier. And with all this sunshine and happy stuff around me, I'd rather just slide ignorantly into that world and live there for a few days. Besides, there's nothing I can do differently to change things between now and knowing.
In any case, I have chemo tomorrow, so I'll know by then.
I've been swimming. I'm getting stronger, and I have a tan. I've got some new chinese herbs. "I've got twenty dollas in my pocket..."